Thursday, February 2, 2012

The bad thing about me and i must not repeat!!!

I misled the word love

I do not know anything about it, i feel i know what it is. I got sweating problem, can i hold a girl's hand, yes i can. But, i don't know VJ and Naz . WTF???

How can i say "i have feelings for you", common change your life dude. Face the reality, haven't u seen the bitch doing gr8t things with another guy. Another gr8t Vj, don't u know she does not love you.

Frankly "suraj", to love you should know what it is , so stop behaving like a kid. Live life, live life of a student. Why girls????, change your views. see them give them a smile...


Face your fear, next time see them on their face . Shake hands with them. dnt give a care to them give them ur karma and do not let them affect you!!!!

Face your fear!!!!

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

A first day for the pursuit of happiness and greatness inside you.

The new born baby.

It's my new life, i have soon switched from an unideal son to an ideal son. My main goal is to live a simpler life and also be a nice human being of virtues and good qualities. I remembered actually a girl who said "change your thoughts". I woke up with one dream it is going to be a new life for me. The great thing is i have started to master the art of Keisen.

The first thing i did in the morning i gave myself  a sweet smile, a smile which i never gave before. I was actually looking cute in the morning, my eyes had the crush look. The crush look of a boy of dreams .

The reflection

I imagined myself being graduated not really with a First-class , third-class nor even a pass but with a wealth of knowledge by closing my eyes. The great thing, i threw my SIM last night, leaving my mobile a naked boy, here we go not willing to use it. More humanity than technology. I use my mobile only for wake-up alarms.

Jemila's wish

The great privilege i got was, Jemila was online on skype. She gave me a sweet good morning, and said "Hello bro". For some moments, i was just proud .  But i really love my friends, with one promise i will nourish my friendship life very well. I told Jemila "Going to jogging and enjoy life a bit" , what she replied with a smile "You should enjoy dear". Nothing more, but she is a nice girl and a nice sister to me. I just remembered "Shez" , that moment . Shez is just one of my best friend. Mehfooz  also i remembered. Actually, i love all my friends.

The 2000 km

Here i go, the middle fat boy . Not really too fat but i love myself, running as fast as i could. What i could do see is the nature around me, the birds , the leaves and as if it was a new day. I ran fast and not tired at all .My body was willing to give me , i usually love running.

It followed by some hard push ups in my room.


My dream book

My dream book holds all my goals wrapped up with a "Papier cado" , a normal copy book but holds my future catered with love by my mother. I expect myself to stick to it and after all it is about quality of of work that counts not quantity.

My great quote which ripped my body apart-the patanjali quote:-

I'll repeat this quote every-day, it is a great one. A 30 day repetition, will automate my brain to be a better guy. After all, i remember my goals for today, do homework and revise Data Structures and Algorithms.

 “When you are inspired by some great purpose, some extraordinary project, all your thoughts break their bonds: Your mind transcends limitations, your consciousness expands in every direction, and you find yourself in a new, great, and wonderful world. Dormant forces, faculties and talents become alive, and your discover yourself to be a greater person by far than you ever dreamed yourself to be.”

The long line to take a bath 


My large family over there, kids getting ready to school and all of them in line at 06.30 a.m to take a bath. Fortunately, i took a sweet bath and the best bath of my life. As though my first birth ever, i did morning prayers. 


The ideal son

I took the blessing of my parents which most son do not do. Yeah, i did it and was really amazing. I have really changed in one night , in one day and worries no worries. I was so busy doing the tasks i forgot even who i am .

I gave everyone a sweet smile and i loved it.

The rest of the day

Of course my books and my studies. One thing, i want to say to myself anyone can be inspired by me to change and learn to serve to be a better son and also a great human being. Live a simple life, live your life . Do not pressurize yourself and do want you want to do in life. Do serve, do help .

The vegetarian guy

I felt turning to nature a bit, i have started to hate meat and fish. I really want to get the best of nature, i saw my dog walking near my house. Yeah, unfortunately i have 3 and fortunately i loved them. I just caressed it's head and i felt something at that moment "Happiness" and " greatness".

Love nature , so you will love you..

The rest of the day ill spend in classes filling my goals, note down my gratitude and serving friends and spending nice moment with them. Still , lots of things to learn in life suraj...a lot...lot :)))

The book to study for 30 minutes

Here is the book, i want to complete it's reading. I have arrived till chapter 8 till now. More books are coming from my pocket money my dad is going to offer me for 8 days in a row :)))